Exams are over! But I suddenly feel emptiness in my mind and heart. As if there's nothing to do, nothing in the mind, no aim, nothingness. That feeling was already there before the exams, but now it felt worst. So I went to the library to borrow even more books. BOOKS!

Going for the challenger's camp on monday; wondering how it would be like. Best part is, bebe's going too! Makes me smile just thinking of that. Gonna be a real busy week. Busy with these and that. And tabletennis camp is coming up. Haven't done much planning yet.

Today, I suddenly had a feeling. I realise that I can smell love. I mean, real love. If I see a girl and that specific smell comes, I'll know that the person is nearby. I thought back, and I realise that's what that always happened. Anywhere, anytime. And it's been a long time since I smell love. Maybe time's not up yet. That's why I couldn't fall in love with anyone. That's why I always felt nothing. Maybe I'll just wait. Till I smell it. Till I feel that thing I should be feeling again.

Love is in the air. Too bad it doesn't belong to me.