First post! Having lots of problems with the html editing. First time bloggin`. Who can help me?

Well I just felt like blogging out of a sudden. Feel that there's too much in my head. Gonna explode soon. Its like having an inlet valve without any output. And the pressure, temperatue and density is rising like a rocket. The it'll go kabooom and there'll be no more me. lols randoming.

Hopefully she'll come across this blog. Rarely sees her using internet anyway. A tribute to her. Thanks arh. make me feel this way. Just couldn't take it anymore. Nights are so terrible. Always ends up feeling tears in my eyes. Feeling the hurt in the heart. The moment where she left kept replying in my brain. In those terrible dreams. shoo shoo go away please. its hurting me. get lost. I wanna get her outta my life. outta my brain. outta my heart. It's terrible. I've not been so hurt before. Not once in my life before.

sorry guys that I didn't tell you guys anything. Its bugging me fer` a pretty long time. Sorry fer the mood swings. Sorry fer` ignorin. Sorry fer the weird antics. Sorry for being temperate. I simply missed her too much. Missed those hugs. Missed those long long time we've spent together. Missed the way she looked at me. Missed the way she would tell me about school. Missed the way she slept in my arms. Missed those times we chatted on the fone till late night. Missed those time when you said you need me. But these aren't coming back. they aren't.

Anyway, its my first time blogging, so if it sucks, sorry. tag please? so that i know who's reading. cya again.