My tummy aches like hell! The abdomen muscles are damned cramped, and they hurt like hell. I can't even sit straight, or walk properly. Why the hell hasn't it recover after so long. Maybe if i'm a wolf, it'll be better. I'll heal faster. Supposingly, read from novels. Then during full moon i'll go around killing people. Then there'll be lot's of blood and can be a vampire. Then it'll be a dhampire. So cool. Weekends had been bored, and I end my last tuition session on saturday. I'm officially out of job! Something is wrong between me and juan. Couldn't pin point where, but there's something wrong. Wonder if it'll ever resolve. I shall be a monk. Abdmintorphor. I wonder if you got it. Cos' you stopped replying me.