It's the end of second week of school. The mood for studying is not back yet. Nowadays I'm wondering what I really want for life. The goal seems so far and blurry, and I don't know what it really is. Maybe if I can grasp as spiritual entitlement and watch what I want from my inner-mind. It's a theory someone said is possible. Let me elaborate.

This guy (dunno who) said something like this. Your eyes are the windows that allows you to see the world outside, and transmit data into ur brain via light waves, and then converted to electrical waves. The brain automatically processes it and tells you whether it's a dog or a computer. This is called the "concious brain". In the head itself, it is possible to place eyes within the mind, and look into the unconcious mind. Meaning, you create a screen inside your head, then look into it, trying to see things inside. You may see you previous girlfriend's birthday, or your dinner last night. For example, if you look at the top right corner of the screen; let's say it shows your primary school results. The bottom of the screen changes without you knowing it. So the screen you are viewing changes continuously and it is impossible to be certain what you are looking for, and look at the details. However, some people have this special capability, that's why some people have super memory.

I want you to love me.