What a boring day! I begun my first lesson with a new pupil today. She's damn blur. And not blur in a cute way. So it's kinda sucky since she doesn't even know the timestable. Ah well. Long way to go. Maybe the holidays would be an interesting one, filled with lessons and lessons. Hope I don't slack too much.

I've been thinking, and realise that I don't wanna care so much anymore. Why bother so much and in the end you get back nothing? So I rather leave things as it is, and when it's time to change, things will change by itself. Wonder what's ahead of my life thou.

She talked to me yesterday. But i didn't reply 'cos was away from keyboard. I wish I was at the keyboard to chat with her. Missed her hugs.

*I longed for the special person. Please come soon*