She smiled at me today. A smile really sweet that I could never forget. I always loved the way she smiled. So cheerful. So happy. But today I don't know how to react. I simply looked as if I don't care and looked away. Don't know whether it's a right or wrong choice. To me, either she's my gf or we're strangers. I just couldn't take it hanging in the middle, being just her friend.

Quite a blur day for me. Forgot to bring my laptop for MF quiz. How stupid. In the end at Tan Chee Hao's lesson, I went off at 1120. TCH was so bothered by the china students visiting ngeeann. But in the end he still let me off.

The cab fare back home was cheaper than the fare to school. $5.70 and $6.40. Then i reached school at 12. pretty fast uhs? Minting was onli on the way to school. Should have asked her earlier. Probably could have gone to school together.

My MF quiz was only normal. 80. scraped an A only. too bad i forgot all about the quiz. If i've studied I'll have gotten much better. damn me. We had a dota match after that. Real fun. haha. its kinda a relieve for myself. the stressful mind. Sorry deefei for kinda replying u slowly during class. didn't have the mood to talk and discuss. my mind was in a mess.

The POLITE games was really exciting. I was half the time playing street-fighter. Then i realised there were so many pretty girls from other school tabletennis teams. why NP dun have. super sad case. but didn't have the mood again. just looked around, help setup stuff and register, then slacked off doing my AL project. but i was all the way trying to keep my image as a tikopeh. So i occasionally kept reminding my cca-mates that there're lots of babes. and i was left alone at the booth, as the scrambled off looking at pretty girls.

Tiring day it is, lucky tomorrow class is only 2 hours. gotta go to the doctor after that. Sleep is important as food. but probably in my life i placed love as first.